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when asymptotes touch. by emonerdchick95, literature

Relenting by emonerdchick95, literature

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Relenting

Being asleep makes me want to vomit. It’s searing, stagnant. It’s dark and sinister. It’s uncontrollable because I’ll always relent, Like I do with you. I hate sleep because it’s where you are. Nothing frightens me more than suburbia: Innocuous cookie-cutter house A soccer team of kids Apple pie on the sill Christmas with the in-laws we hate White-picket fence to keep the golden retrievers in. That’s what you want – isn’t it? A part of me would like to tell you That I love you, That I would love this – But God help me! – It would actually be true I want to meet the person I

A Letter to [Name Redacted] in 5 Parts by emonerdchick95, literature

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A Letter to [Name Redacted] in 5 Parts

Dear [Name Redacted], 0. It broke my heart when You told me you didn’t Remember. You were my lifeline When I was drowning – A thin stream of bubbles That somehow managed To get down to me and Taught me how to Breathe again. Nothing like moving Mountains – but it was Enough. 1. You don’t remember this part: You’d get on the bus and Sit across the aisle from me Way at the back and I’d ask: “Anything weird happen to you?” And you’d shrug and say: “Not really.” And then we’d talk about nothing Until we got to school. And it was enough. 2. You weren’t her

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find you. by emonerdchick95, literature

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find you.

Rough, old winds drummed against The side of our shack, our lean-to home while Dead-hard rain couldn't dampen our spirits – Biting, hot memories scream at me – Why aren’t you here anymore? Under the blackness of the hanging wet – You set fire to my eyes and I haven’t been able to think since – The sighing road leads hesitantly to where you are – Give all our things to the man in a headlock Winds push against the yawning of the sky – I will get to where you are.

within reach by emonerdchick95, literature

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within reach

these songs we heard under the wooden porch are still carried in my ears – ringing something awful, sighing anger is dead when we’re away and the great, wet blue is hanging above – judging young and flat – we gently slipped into it and that awful world brightly singed us to a crisp as well as screamed at our small blackness and the futile bites we flung back did not care – stopped when the rain loves to bury old demons how can you and i weather through the dampness? if you return, i trust you to have those homespun, childish songs on your lips – open and intact

abandon by emonerdchick95, literature

Luckless by emonerdchick95, literature

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Luckless

It’s great to be able to see your face again – It became a blur of overlapping shapes and a slur of sounds while you were away – But when this ends, promise you won’t disappear on me again Because I’ve loved this pain too fondly To consider morphine and Your smile looks like picking at crusty scabs To get to the sick, sticky pus-mess beneath and the Rip of skin from skin is too painful to stop So, the way I see it, we’re two bullets crashing, Careening – magnetically – in a sea of shrapnel And I don’t know why I thought I could control this or make it any different or better.

The Bitter Morning After Pill by emonerdchick95, literature

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The Bitter Morning After Pill

There is a fawn that runs and Dances under our window, Bleating and crying for joy A snake – A branch – An arm twines around me And I force myself pliant We adjust ourselves so that You and I are comfortable As you groggily begin the Business of waking up. I realized last night that I am A kept thing – a caught thing – And I want to howl But I have no throat anymore.

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A Letter to [Name Redacted] in 5 Parts

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The Bitter Morning After Pill

fuck me. by emonerdchick95, literature

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fuck me.

I just want To let you Know that I didn’t mean To fall asleep And that I Tore out my Heart with my Hands just to See if I could Still feel Something And I think I wanted to Keep you safe And my eyelids Burn like magma Because I see You when I Sleep So I’m sorry If this comes Off like some Pretentious Crap but it’s just that I can’t Get the words to reorder themselves properly.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 14 years
She / Her

My Bio

I exist probably.

Favourite Visual Artist

Hayao Miyazaki, Frida Kahlo, Diego Rivera, David Aja, Kevin Wada

Favourite Movies

Iron Man, The Avengers, Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Princess Mononoke, Kiki's Delivery Service, Spirited Away, Howl's Moving Castle, Sword of the Stranger, Snowpiercer, Mad Max: Fury Road

Favourite TV Shows

FMA:B, Wolf's Rain, Fresh Off the Boat, Outlander, Bob's Burgers, Farscape, Star Trek (TOS, TNG, DS9), Arrow, The Flash, DC's Legends of Tomorrow, Doctor Who, Community, The Office, Parks & Recreation, The Good Place

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Lorde, Melanie Martinez, Marina & the Diamonds, Halsey, alt-J (∆), Bastille, CHVRCHES, Sia, Mumford & Sons, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At the Disco, Adele, Twenty One Pilots, Arctic Monkeys, Lana Del Rey, Of Monsters & Men, AURORA

Favourite Books

"The Song of Achilles", "The Book Thief"

Favourite Writers

Terry Pratchett, Tamora Pierce, Markus Zusak, Lora Innes, Rich Burlew

Favourite Games

Kirby Super Star, Mirror's Edge, The Last of Us, The Arcana: A Mystic Romance, Dream Daddy, Beglitched, When The Night Comes, Chronotopia, Technobabylon

Favourite Gaming Platform

SuperNintendo, PC

Tools of the Trade

Pencil and paper, Wacom drawing tablet, Microsoft Office

Other Interests

Horseback Riding, History, Archaeology, Space, Movies, Music

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emonerdchick95

Oct 17, 2011

ow.

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This, this hurts.  This physically pains me.   http://www.crunchyroll.com/anime-news/2011/10/16/snl-pokes-fun-at-fans-with-j-pop-america-fun-time-now

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emonerdchick95

Aug 13, 2011

Randomosity continues

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Bangs.... *whiny voice* THEY KEEP SWOOSHING TO TEH SIDE!!1 Locks of Love is an amazing non-profit!  Old men at the post office are quite rude, though... My keyboard hates me and my random-ass stories that I keep writing. Indie music is best before it gets mainstream... *nods pretentiously* Almost done with my summer reading.... My birthday month shall be marred this year for the evil that is "Breaking Dawn, Part 1" shall be released during it.    D: I know nobody reads this, but I shall continue naming things until I die of my next fit of seizures! ------ Boyfriend: "If you are in a dress, I will never tell you 'You look fat.'" Girlf

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emonerdchick95

Dec 30, 2010

XD i couldn't help it!

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